There Are No Words

There are times in life when words can't accurately express feeling. I've lost many people in my life but this one hurts the most because it was Kawika so that means Kepa hurts the most and Kaleo hurts the most and Mom hurts the most with this one. Since Kepa doesn't read this I can be open with the pain of seeing them hurt. They love him so much. He is Kepa's baby brother and it's a hard thing to have to make peace with. Fake smiles and sleepless nights, tossing and turning, worries. . . we just want Kawika. I know Families are Forever but we have to get to the forever part and the inbetween time hurts.